Sometimes I run out of things to say on here. But then I stop to think, hey you... I"M IN BUENOS AIRES! How in the heck do I run out of things to say? Well, what has happened lately? My leg is finally better, but it was one nasty bruise. I had projects due like crazy this week. Two presentations, one on Chile and one on Mexico. At least I can say I have learned more about Latin America, than I thought I would ever know. My spanish is improving, but most of all, my time is almost up here, and I get to get home to my family.
As I told my mother last night, this has been the BEST WORST decision I have ever made in my life. Best in the sense that I needed to get away from all the turmoil my life was under. I got to see a beautiful country, that I may have never gotten to travel. I was able to experience the most breathtaking views along with make great friends. I got to stay in hostels, which I would have never been brave enough to do. I have learned to travel alone, as well as with others. I have learned to live off of a budget, though this may not seem too evident to my loving parents, autn and uncle, and grandparents. I have learned to eat red meat, which I have never been the biggest fan of! I eat breakfast now, and I respect others who attempt to learn English even more. Because I have been a fish out of water here attempting to speak Spanish to get by everyday. I have learned the value of being alone with my own thoughts.
It was the worst decision in the sense I have been desperately lonely. I miss the English language. I miss my family. I miss my friends. But, I guess for four months, I can handle the missing. I cannot believe I will spend my 21st birthday here, alone without a birthday cake. haha! I just do not know what else to explain. I have learned so much about the country, the language, and most importantly about myself. I have learned not to stress out over grades as much anymore. I figure, if I do my best, thats all I can do now.
But, all I can say is thank goodness I have two months off in a few weeks. I definately need the break. Guess I am spoiled not having to go to school after May ever! haha! Well here's to the last few weeks of Buenos Aires!
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